Good to be back

Hello dear blogger!! I been away from my blog for a little long time. I been busy with work and it took all my time that's why i couldn't find time to make a post. But before i went to sleep last night i told myself i really got to make a post by tomorrow. There's nothing much new stuff happened to me for the past few weeks. I'm getting used of living alone. I had a general cleaning last Sunday on my house before i went to visit my mom, sister and nephew last Monday. They are my nephew Kyle is growing up and so smart in many ways. My sister is busy with her small barbecue business and her and my mom do together. I kind of enjoying the luxury of living alone although there are some things that is hard when living alone like you don't have any help in doing the household chores. But i see it as a good exercise for me.

I been listening to lots of Michael Jackson song this past few weeks. I am kinda sad of what had happened. He is really the great artist and performer in the world. He always give his heart and soul in every songs and concert he performed. And all of his song have a great meaning when it comes to love, relationship and the world we live in. I always think that He do see the world in different way because he always have a child heart in him. It is really a sad thing that he is gone. But i know he is more happy now in a place he is right now. A place he always wanted, a place where he wont be treated like he always have to be perfect. I do wonder it is really hard to be an actress of a performer. Lots of people look at you and judge you even if they didn't know you at all and always want you to be perfect.

I guess i will end this post by now because i got to go back to work and get some work done. Its the end of the month today so i got to email a monthly report to my boss before i get off to work today. So i got to add some more job to my report. I see you all next time!!!! Good Bless and Take care!!

Hello Again !!!!

Hello again blogger I know its been so long since my last letter. Theres so many things did happend to me. I even Change my blog in so many way. I know i lost a lot of blog friends. Lets say there are things in my life that get worst that i got to fix so i didnt get time going to my blog. Right now im still working on fixing everything. Just to be honest i been depress while im away. Lots of sad things happened including my brother who did past away last year. I guess thats one of the saddest time of my life. Right now i live with my mom. And still working. Actually the work is the one who kept me busy and took a lot of time from me thats why i cant even update my blog. But im thankful of having a job specially in tough time like i am having now. I change a lot on my blog including the background and they theme too. I felt i got to go to what i am feeling now. I also change the title of my blog. I felt that if i make it much more close to my heart i can express more of myself. I really am hoping i can do post everyday. But i know for sure i cant. I can only go online when im at the office. I dont have computer connection back home. I can only get back to my connection when i move to our old house in Tagig which will be by end of February.
I did plan to start updating my blog at the first day of this year. But since i told you all that i don't have connection back home i cant. Plus when this year start I got so many work to do. So i really become busy. Plus the depression i felt. All did took all my time. But as of right now. I can say that i am on a positive way now. I try to teach myself not to be influence by bad thing that happening or will happened to my life. Talking to god and listening to music did help me get through all of the bad stuff that came to my life. Plus my family do help too. And my fiance Shane who always there even if i turn the phone off when I'm mad when he call. And also my friend Rea who always tell me to hold on and think positive. All of them did help me in the toughest time of my life.
Well i got to end this post now. I got to go back to my work. I got to finish some stuff before going home. God Bless You all!!!! Babushka!!!!