Live life to the fullest

Hello blogger i haven't post much on my blog again. I been busy with my work. But since my birthday is coming soon i want to share something to all of you. I didn't usually celebrate my birthday before. But this year i will make a difference and will celebrate it with my family. I plan to go to a National park and also plan to go to an Ocean park with my mom, sister and my nephew. I'm sure my nephew will enjoy it and i will also. I didn't go out much recently so it will be a good for me to experience something new and different that my usual way like home and work. Although i will miss my fiance. And hoping he will be here in my birthday. Hay! sometimes i wonder why did i fall in love to a guy who is a thousand miles away from me. But i guess that what love is all about. Just like what a song say " If the love fit wear it". And yes our love really fits. Although i got to so many adjustment on my life when i met him. But still our love are still strong. And i am glad he did a lot of sacrifice and adjustment for me too. Some do say long distance love did not work but my love is the reality that long distance love do work. Just need to put trust and if love is really there and always take time to talk even if both are far from each other it guess it will really going to work.
I guess the real deal in life is to live it to the fullest. Try not to get all of the problem and depression in life get the way. Because if you allow it to get hold of your life. You wont feel the real deal of life. Always think that all of the people in the world do have problem. And we are the only one who make our own problem so big. But if you look at it on a wider you will see that there are lots of people who have a bigger problem than you. We did know how long we will going to have this life so why not spend it all with happiness and always try to be a blessing to others.

Singing back at yah!

When someone suddenly become mad at you and start to scream at you and say bad thing to you. Will you talk back and say bad things too. Or will you just find a way to ignore it and don't go to his/her level. Yesterday one of my neighbor started complaining and screaming so early in the morning. I was still sleeping because since its my day off i try to just relax and stay long in bed. But I suddenly woke up. Because there a lady in front of our house screaming and yelling complaining that we are the cause of his dog barking at night because we always go out at night. It was weird because i didn't remember i went out yesterday of even my brother girlfriend who live with me. She said she cant sleep cause of her dog barking when someone pass by her house. But i didn't yell back or say something back too her ( even if i really want to say "Oh shut the hell up"). I took my mp3 put my headset on and start singing. I realize she is an old lady and even if she have no reason to put the blame on me I know if i answer back this nonsense thing she is trying to build will only grow into a really big argument. And we will only both end up hurting each other. So i put my headset and start to sing. And try too cool my self down. She suddenly stop yelling and went back to her house. She still talk and talk and kept on whine about it to my other neighbor. But i will keep on ignoring her. And hope that by that way she will just stop whining and move on.
There are really people who is like that. They do love to put the blame to other. And honestly i am like that too sometimes. But i always do realize that what ever happened to me is not because of other people. Its because of what i did before that happened. But i really don't like screaming or yelling at people. When I'm mad i just keep it to myself. Yes i argue too before. But i really don't like screaming and yelling or making a scene in public. I like to talk things in a low manner in that way we can listen to each other side and see whats the real problem. For me when someone is already yelling don't yell back. It will only get worst and will only end up hurting each other.

Over and Over again!!!

As a person do you sometimes feel like your life is like a repeated song that goes over and over again. I know this will sound like I'm complaining, but i am not. I just thought of it this morning when i woke up. I just realize that i been doing the same old routine on my life for the past year and a half since i started working from this company. Waking up in the morning take a shower then fixing myself. Go to work, do my job, go home at 5 pm then eat my dinner and go to sleep. I do this routine over and over again everyday. Yes honestly i am a little bored. I sometimes wish that i can do something better or something extraordinary that will make my routine change a little bit. I know that me as a person should do something about it. But as of now even if i have some plan on what to do. There are many reason why i cannot. But after thinking about it for long. I begun to realize that i should still be thankful on what my life is now. First is because I'm still alive. God is still with me everyday to keep me safe. There are still lots of people who still love me no matter what.And i have my boyfriend who always there from me even if I'm being stubborn to him sometimes. Second is because i have a job. And my job is located in a place when i can just ride a rented van or a bus that has a terminal in Tagig which is where my house is and it will go straight to Makati where my office is. Its really is convenient for me to because i am just commuting. I don't have a cool car to use. Wish i do but i cant afford to buy one even a used one. But still if we only look it all in a positive way. Like what my boyfriend told me when I'm sad and down. You will then see that there are so many things yo are thankful too have. All we need to do is just open our eyes and look at whats around us. The air that we breath and all that's around us that keeping us alive.