Hello Again !!!!

Hello again blogger I know its been so long since my last letter. Theres so many things did happend to me. I even Change my blog in so many way. I know i lost a lot of blog friends. Lets say there are things in my life that get worst that i got to fix so i didnt get time going to my blog. Right now im still working on fixing everything. Just to be honest i been depress while im away. Lots of sad things happened including my brother who did past away last year. I guess thats one of the saddest time of my life. Right now i live with my mom. And still working. Actually the work is the one who kept me busy and took a lot of time from me thats why i cant even update my blog. But im thankful of having a job specially in tough time like i am having now. I change a lot on my blog including the background and they theme too. I felt i got to go to what i am feeling now. I also change the title of my blog. I felt that if i make it much more close to my heart i can express more of myself. I really am hoping i can do post everyday. But i know for sure i cant. I can only go online when im at the office. I dont have computer connection back home. I can only get back to my connection when i move to our old house in Tagig which will be by end of February.
I did plan to start updating my blog at the first day of this year. But since i told you all that i don't have connection back home i cant. Plus when this year start I got so many work to do. So i really become busy. Plus the depression i felt. All did took all my time. But as of right now. I can say that i am on a positive way now. I try to teach myself not to be influence by bad thing that happening or will happened to my life. Talking to god and listening to music did help me get through all of the bad stuff that came to my life. Plus my family do help too. And my fiance Shane who always there even if i turn the phone off when I'm mad when he call. And also my friend Rea who always tell me to hold on and think positive. All of them did help me in the toughest time of my life.
Well i got to end this post now. I got to go back to my work. I got to finish some stuff before going home. God Bless You all!!!! Babushka!!!!