Friday, August 15

Friday fever

Hello Bloggers, Good day to all of you. Sorry i was so busy yesterday and i forgot to make a post again. I am still busy too now. My boss need some update from the website I'm working on next week. So i for too finish some of it before next week. I'm not feeling that well today. I have a flu. Have body ache and fever. But i still went to work. I felt if i just stay home it will only get worst. I do take up medicine for my flu. I hope it really wont get worst. I really don't like bed resting when I'm sick. I feel bored if i stay whole day at home laying down. I got wet yesterday cause i didn't brought my umbrella. I thought it wont rain. But now i brought an umbrella already. But still i hope it wont rain later when i go home. Kinda hard to go home when it rain cause of the flood. My fiancée just called. He do miss me he said. And of course i miss him too so much. we haven't chat for 2 weeks now i guess. but we still talk everyday. Cause he call everyday too.
Well i guess thats all for now. I got to go back to my work and get some stuff done. Take care all... God Bless and babushka!!!!!!

Wednesday, August 13


Hello blogger I decided to make a post before i go to lunch today so i wont forget about it later. I have cold today. Been annoyed by it for a week now. I been taking up medicine for colds but i guess its not working. I just don't like it when it clog my nose the whole say. And most of the time i cant breath normally. I guess i got to try another medicine. I'm on the process of learning XML for my new work. I'm almost done taking of lectures on the net. I hope i can do it and be successful of finishing one website.
My brother just text me he said he miss me. I been living in manila (while is a miles away from them) for a month now. But i do visit them sometimes specially on weekends when its my day off. I do miss them too specially my cute and lovable nephew. And also i do miss my mom.I havent chat to my fiancée for a week now. His computer is broken so i got to wait for him to have a new one. He do call though when he got home from work. Or when he woke up in the morning.
I will be off for now. I got to go back to work again. Hope my colds will go away soon. Take care all and God Bless..... Babushka

Tuesday, August 12

Been a Month

Hello blogger, I know its been months since my last post. I been busy. Starting a new job. And moving to a very busy city. Adapting to the busy like here in manila. Plus my boss who is base in States came. So while his here i been so busy. Arranging all his meetings. Going to meeting with him. Scheduling, booking his hotel, and lots of stuff. I been thinking to post since august came. But i decided to finish the task my boss gave me before i do. So now i 'm making a post already. I did miss this. Most of the time i know i forget to post in my blog. But i guess i find a way for me to always remember it. I put a note to make me always remind about my blog.
Theres a lot of things that did happened to me while i am away. I been to Subic last month, and stay in this nice hotel. I ' m alone in my room. So its kinda bit boring. Then i was busy trying to get contact to some government agency. We wanna introduce our product. That i know wight help our problem in our waters.
Its been a little struggle for me do adjust in my new life now. I got to sacrifice a lot. I haven't been to church for quiet awhile. But last Sunday i already did attend a morning service. I felt so happy. Not going to a Sunday service did gave me a long weeks of guiltiness.
I hope things will all go so fine. I still have some financial problem. But with my new job i 'm trying to solve most of them.
I will be having my birthday soon too so i 'm so excited about it. I 'm turning 30. Hmmm i guess it time to get some updates to my blog. Since i 'm turning 30's.
Well i got i got to go for now. I still got jobs to do. Take care all !!! God Bless and Babushka!

Saturday, June 28

Looking forward to weekends

Hello bloggers I didn't had time to make a post yesterday cause there are so many work to do. I had so many task to accomplish. And actually i haven't finish all of the task yet. Hopefully i can finish them all today, so that i can have a new task by Tuesday. I plan to go to pampanga today to and spend my weekends and day off there. I already miss my nephew plus i got to pay bills there too. I will go straight there after school. I have a cold today. I guess its cause of the weather. The office s cold with air conditioning then outside it was so hot and humid. And usually with my task i usually got to go out and do them. But i do like working instead of stay home its really boring. I feel im already adapting on this new environment again. Like i said before Manila is a very crowded place unlike in pampanga. I already stay here for two weeks straight and so far it was hard to adjust. I know i was born in manila but living in pampanga for 6 years. Its really hard to go back in manila and adjust to the traffic the crowd and everything. Well i do see all of this as a challenge. Sometimes it is stressing hehehehhe and i feel down, but i get over it after awhile and do it.
I guess when a person is maturing he/she got to get used of all of the challenges in life. Specially for me at my age i got to get used to it and always have a positive position, plus with my up coming plan to have a family with my fiance i got to be strong with all of the challenge in life.
Well i got to go and start working heheehehhehe I am sure i can post tomorrow. I can use my computer at home all the time hehehhhe. Take care..... God bless

Thursday, June 26

Long day at work

Its a long day at work today. I woke up 5 am just to get ready and meet my friend Rea who i work with too. We went to a very far place a met a client. It did a little while but it is ok. Was tiring is commuting. Going from one train to the next train. The weather is so hot too so that add to the tiredness. But i did finish it all and still went to the office. I rest a little. and my boss gave me another errand to do. For me having those stuff is exciting like a new challenge in a online game u used to play. I haven't play for 2 weeks now. I been busy with my job. I haven't been posting everyday like u used too before. Most of the time i hurry to go home cause i forgot about the time. And since i live with my auntie ( who didn't have any computer at home) i cant go online just to post when I'm off work already. But well at least i still post even though i didn't have in some days. But i guess people do understand.
I saw my nephew on web cam today. His so cute i did miss him so much already. I have plan to go to Pampanga this Saturday night after work to visit them I miss them already. Miss my mom and my nephew so much.
I do wish i finish the web i am working on. I cant finish it when i have some extra errand to do. But i didn't complain. Thats all part of the job. My co workers here are nice. They do tease me sometimes but I'm ok about it.
I got to hurry and do this post before my working time is up hehehhe. Another day will come again tomorrow. One more hour and i be rushing to the train to go home hehehehehehe. But well i do like this kind of life. Being busy. Right now i felt i have a purpose in life. I really don't like staying home and doing nothing.
Well i guess i got to cut this off. Always takecare all ... God Bless and Babushka

Tuesday, June 24

Been busy at work

Hi bloggers sorry haven't been online for i guess 5 days. I was busy with my work. My boss gave me load of task to do. But its ok. I love challenge. And so far i am doing all of them(well almost). I got my first salary today. It was excited i treat all my co workers.
I am ok at my aunties house. My auntie is a nice person and my cousins where nice too. So i enjoy staying there. But i do miss my nephew. I text them all the time. My sister said his son always look for me specially when the spank him. I plan to go to my home town this coming end of the month. Cant wait to see my nephew again. I will treat him to a snack out before i go back here in the manila. But i heard they plan to come with me here and check my auntie's house. That would be fun.
Hayyy i apologize for not posting for the last few days i always forgot it. Cause i always rush to go home. Since i didn't know exactly where to get a jeep. But now I'm ok already. I know where to get the jeep and where to go down.
my fiance went to a comics show last week. He said he had fun and had lots of drawings. I wish i could come someday when I'm in there with him already. Every time he say he is going to a comics show it sound like its so fun. So i am looking forward to go and check it out. I know i will have fun .
Well i guess i got to end this now. I will post again tomorrow( oohhh i hope i will remember it again) Takecare alll.. God Bless and babushkaaaa

Wednesday, June 18

Wednesday fever

Hello blogger its Wednesday and my second day at work wheewww what a day. I don't feel overwhelm now but more on worry if i will finish all the task my boss gave me. I am working on it one bye one. And i am starting with one web. Tomorrow i will give some of my ideas to the designer and see if he can do it. Then hopefully i can get my mind clear so i can assemble all of it and come up with a nice and professional web page. Its hard for a first timer like me. I'm used of making my own web and blog at home. Doing it for a job is more (hmmmm lets say) challenging. I hope i can do some job by tomorrow. I got to show my ideas now. And hopefully it work.
Hayy I'm still adjusting to a hectic and busy life on manila. In manila u got to ride a lot of jeep just to get home. Unlike in Pampanga where i only ride one jeep and i be home already. Here i got to adjust with people,traffic( ohh my here is worst) and trying to always make myself secure. When i got home last night i was so tired. My auntie prepare a food right away so i can eat and go to sleep. She is a very nice auntie. Thats one reason why i wanna stay with her. Cause i know i wont feel shy to ask or do anything in her house.
Hayyy i got to go now time is up for a day of work and tomorrow is a new day and a continues challenge in life. Take care all.. God Bless and babushka

Tuesday, June 17

Two days in a row

Hello blogger i am so sorry i didnt post for the past few days. I was so busy getting ready to go start my new job. Im at my work now. It wash overwhelming but fun. I am still here spending my time with my new co-workers. I hope this one will be fine and will work. I will do my best. My co workers are cool. I an now staying with my auntie here in manila. So amusing how things do change. Before i do live and manila and decided to work and live in angeles city. Now thing do change. I know try to adapt in manila while i used ot live in angeles for the last 5 years. Its the birthday of my of my coworkers. And Were now bonding. I am glad there as open as like that. I hope my job will stay long. Cause i really need this. Well i this will be the end Take care and besafe Have a good day And see u tomorrow.

Saturday, June 14

Feeling sad

Hi bloggers, A good and bad thing happened to me today. Good cause i got the job that my friend offer to me. Bad cause i got to quit my dressmaking class. Plus i got some small problem. I am happy that i got the job. I'm so excited about it already. But looking it in a big screen. I can see that i need a lot more when i start my job. First i need to get my cell with is at the pawnshop and right now i really cant get it.I need it so i can communicate to my auntie in manila(i will stay with her when I'm in manila)And to my friend too who i will meet this Tuesday. Second i got to have some money for my allowance cause i will stay in manila for a few weeks before i can get my first salary and go back to where my home is right now. I do have some money just that i had a feeling it wont last that long. I ask my mom if she can help me. But she didn't. And so far nobody is helping me. I am still thinking of a way to solve my problem. I know to some its just easy. But right now i really don't have a solution. Its really hard when u don't have a job for so long. I felt a little lonely. But i know somehow things will be ok. I know my problem is not that big. But what making me sad is when i need someone and nobody is there.
Tomorrow is Fathers day. When i watch Tv they all have the same topic about fathers. And it making me miss my dad more. Specially now that i need someone. My mom is a nice person. But in reality I'm more close to my dad. Plus my dad is the only one who understand me and give help as much as he can. He is the only one who always greet me on my birthday.I always run to him when i have problems. Cause i know he will solve it. Sometimes i wish my dad is still here. I really do miss him so much . But i know his more happy now in hand of the lord. He wont feel any pain. And even if his not here i will always remember him and love him.
I will end my post now. I dont feel ok to stay more. Take care all... God Bless and babushka

Friday, June 13

Friday the 13th

When i woke up earlier today. I discover that its Friday the 13th. When i turn the Tv on. They all talking about Friday the 13th. Like all say its a bad day when the 13th is on Friday. Well for me i didn't believe on that. I do believe that my life is on god hand. And as a child of god there no bad day. Yes there problem and sometimes things will happened to you and you will feel why its all happening to me. Well maybe it happened to you cause of what you did before it happened. What you rife is what you sew. For me now all happened cause it happened. I always believe that what we did today can affect our future. Thats why we got to be careful in what we do. And what we do to others too. And we should already be careful. And most specially pray. Prayer is always a great help. Let us thank god and Ask for his guidance everyday. Cause no matter what we do or have, he is the only one who can help and protect us. And also our life is in gods hand. He is the only one who will decide if our time is off or not.
I did went too school today even if I'm so late heheheh. My school time was 1 'o 'clock. But i left my house at 1' o' clock too. Well its cause when i check my fiancée if his online to say Hi before i leave a friend of mine buzz me. And offering me a job. So i decide to talk to her even if i only have a few minutes. Well we still have to talk more about it since i don't have time. I hope she be on tomorrow so we can talk more.
It still a tiring day today. The weather is making it more tiring. Traffic was worst again when i was going home. Since its Friday. Theres a Tiangge ( bargain Sale) in the town market every Friday, but thats now only the reason why its traffic. Well school is open too. So lots of people are going home the same time I'm going home.
Whewww tomorrow is saturday( weekends) heheheh no school. But i got a lot of things to do tomorrow. I got to login early too so i can catch my friend, so we can talk more about the job offer. So that mean i got to go to bed ( plus my head is starting to ache now) Take caree,,,, God Bless and Babushka

Thursday, June 12

Happy Independence Day

Hi!!!! Bloggers! I just got home. I been to the school. It was so exhausting cause of the weather. When i went to school i saw lots of people. Then i remember that today is our 110th Day of Independence. Whewww!!!! Its been so long. And still were enjoying our independence. I am thankful to all the people who fight and gave there life just for my countries freedom. When i was on my way to school i see lots of flag. But when i was on my way home i didn't see the flags anymore. I guess they took it away or some kids play with it.
I have a funny experience too at the jeep. I saw two young ladies trying to catch a cute guy attention. Well for me the guy is cute. But i can see that he is so shy and his trying to hide his face with his cap. I guess he do know that the two young ladies who is sitting not so far from him are staring and giggling.
Honestly in someway i felt like i cant do that. I mean to show how i feel to a cute guy near me. Yes I do have crushes on my teen life. But i didn't show my crush to them. Maybe its cause i am different. Or young teen now a days are different than my teen years before.
I'm still waiting for my fiance to login today before i go to bed. I guess i will sleep early. I was soo exhausted.I pray and hope it will be cooler tomorrow. Maybe a little rain would be nice hehehhe!! To cool up this hot weather. Takecare...God bless and babushka

Wednesday, June 11


Hello blogger its me again i just finish watching kung fu panda. And since i do love cartoon and kungfu i enjoy it. My nephew like it too. But since his still 2 and a half years old he get bored at the middle of the movie. and play on his own. I do enjoy watching movies. Thats one of things i love to do. I hope i can get too see the first Filipino cartoon too. "Urduja" would be an interesting cartoon movie to watch. First cause as a Filipino i need to really watch it. And second i like the story too. Plus i love Regine Velásquez, Ohh my I'm one of his fans.She was the one who give voice to the main character. I been admiring her since i was small. I always love her music and movies too.
Weather is still hot today. No rain at all like before. But i hear theres a typhoon thats going to come. I pray it wont be that strong like i always pray.
Almost all of the Filipino people are sad cause one of the great movie action star died. Rudy Fernandez is one of my dad favorite action star. I know even if he didn't tell. Cause when his still alive he always enjoy watching all of his action movies. I know all of the people in my country are grieving cause his gone already. He was a great actor. And all of his fans and friends will miss him.
As for me he become like a role model for me. I always see him happy every time i see him on TV. Rudy Fernandez was diagnose with a cancer. But every time i see him on Tv he didn't show that he is worry about me. And me i always worry. So he really do help me to be more positive. And i wanna say this and give him a part on my blog.To show how thankful i am for what he have show me and all the people.
I wanna say So long and Good Bye Rudy Fernandez. I know all of people who were close to you will miss you, But i know you are now happy and peace together with God.

Tuesday, June 10


Gezz its so traffic today when i went home. The weather is so hot and traffics are everywhere. Maybe its because classes are open today. Lots of student on the street trying to go get a jeep. It was raining when i left my building. I can feel the warm of the ground as i walk. The rain is not that strong so it make it more hot. Its really not hard to get a jeep even in school day. The only thing that made me a little tired is the humidity and the traffic. Actually Angeles Pampanga is not really as traffic as manila. I can compare it cause i was born in manila and was raise there too. And now i been living in Angeles Pampanga for (hmmm lemme think) I guess 6 or 7 years.
Ohh well i guess i just not used of traffic since its been so long since i been in a traffic. But even if its traffic earlier its not as worst as in manila. Like i say school starts today so i will be seeing lots of student when i go to my classes every Tuesday,Thursday and Friday. I'm not bothered though. But i do miss school days. Specially the excited i feel when its the first day of school. Having all the new stuff. Meeting new friends. And learning new things. Even though I'm in a short course of dressmaking now. Going to a regular school is still different.
I do have dreaming of going to school. Maybe if i will have the opportunity i will take up a computer course ( cause i am really so amaze about computer and i wanna learn more) or i will take up HRM( hotel and restaurant management) I dream of working in a very nice hotel someday. But right now going back to school is just a dream for me. But i didn't lose faith. Maybe someday i will have the opportunity.
Its still hot even if its already 8:57 pm at night. I hope it will more cooler tomorrow.
I will stay on my computer and see if my fiancée will log in. I do miss him today. My life is not complete if i didn't hear from him ( ehehehehhehe)
Well blogger i guess i got to end it all for today. I see u again tomorrow. Always takecare.... God bless and Babushka!!!!!!!

Monday, June 9


Hi bloggers sorry for not posting yesterday. I didn't feel well, so i stay in my bed. And slept most of the time yesterday. I don't know why i didn't feel well yesterday. I just feel kinda dizzy. I was guess cause my blood i so low. For i didn't sleep well for the fast few weeks. Today is Holiday here in the Philippines. Its our National Independence day. Well it suppose to be on the 12th. But my government always make a Monday or Friday a holiday if there is a holiday on a week, so that the weekends will be long and the work of school day will be continuous. Tomorrow is school day. All school will be opening tomorrow. And yes i will be at school too. My dressmaking class has been on since last month. Were still on making bags. I'm trying to make my project here at home so i can catch up while were busy making bags. I just stall home today( like usual).
Weather is humid since its still a summer. Even if typhoons are coming to Philippines recently. I still feel a little dizzy today. But it didn't feel worst like yesterday. I'm glad, and hopefully i will be ok soon. Ohh It still feel humid until now. I honestly wish it will rain to cool down the temperature.
My Monday is almost done. I will go to bed and start a new day again tomorrow at school.
Take care all... God Bless and babushka

Saturday, June 7

A good day

I kinda woke up late today cause i slept late again last night. I have a late night chat with my fiancée and a very old friend of mine. My friend told me i he and his family are planning to come and visit Philippines for a vacation. And he is looking forward to visit me. I did remember i had mention this last month in one of my post. I am just excited cause i will see him again. Its not only a friend his more of like a brother to me. We been friend for almost 3 or 4 years i guess. When he visit Philippines before He went here and visited me and we had fun. He even met my best friend Rhea who become his friend too. We went to a lot of places. I even stay in manila and he got me my own hotel room. I told my fiancée about it. And his looking forward to meet him one day. Maybe soon if i am settle in states with him. I can go visit him cause he just live in California.
I didn't do much today. I just play games and chat to my fiancée. Who he a little tired but always love to see me online. I got interrupted by my nephew sometimes but he got shy when he know my fiancée is watching.
I will only make this short cause i got to go out and do one last errand for today. Then i will go straight to bed. I have church tomorrow. I got to have a good sleep so that i wont feel sleepy when tha pastor preach heheheheh.

Friday, June 6


I just got home. I ate some bread before i make my post. But i do feel i have a headache. I guess its cause of the hot weather earlier when i went to school. I will make this a little short post. Cause i can feel my headache is getting worst.
We still doing the bag and were not finish yet with all of the 500 thats is needed to be done. So we will still continue it by Tuesday. I brought home the pattern for my project so I'm sorry i will be doing it this weekend. I realize its a great opportunity for me to catch us since all we do is the bag. Thats mean i can do some of the project at home and i can catch up too all of my classmate since my teacher told us to stop doing it and focus on the bags.
Ohhh my head is really hurting. I hope it didn't get worst and will just be gone when i get some nap. I do take some medicine for it sometimes. Usually when i have headache i just lay down and sleep.
It will be a long holiday this week end cause on Monday is still a holiday for my countries independence day. But school is here now. So people specially student will be always busy again.
I guess i should end this for todayi got to get some rest for my headache. Takecare all..... God Bless.. babushka!!

Thursday, June 5

Kyle's First Movie

I just got home from the mall. I was with my sister-in-law and my nephew kyle. We went to jolibee which is my nephew's favorite food chain.My sister-in-law is the one who treat us. Then while were rooming around we saw that Narnia II is showing. Me and my sister-in-law decided to watch it with my nephew since its PG 3. It was his first time. His so excited. He even ask us to buy a pop corn even if we just ate. At first he was quiet watching the movie. He didn't look scared of worry for a first time. But since he keep on drinking the Ice tea. we keep on going to the restroom most of the time. Then i guess he got bored cause of the long movie(actually its not that long for me) So get so noise. He scream and do his baby talk again. I change place and went neared to the front away from most of the people. But since his a kid he keep on doing his baby talk. Then a lady which i guess is one of the guard at the cinema came and ask if my nephew is the one who is noise. And ask if we can go out. I feel a little angry cause the movie is almost over. And his not that noise for a huge theater like that. So i didn't went out and stay. My nephew got a little scared so he suddenly behave and just sit on my lap and hug me. I guess he do understand that if he continue we will go out and wont finish the movie.
We did finish it. It was a nice movie. But i do like the first one more. When were going home the rain fall so we went back to the mall and wait. Then when the rain stop we went home.
I guess he did have fun. Although his kinda look tired. He always enjoy going out. I do like it when he experience new things. I'm sure next time he would know that its not allowed to be noisy in a place like theater.
Actually i suppose to be at school today. But i didn't went.I realize all we will be doing is just making the bag. So i decided not too. But even if i didn't i still have fun. With my nephew. Having his first movie. It was a exciting experience to him and to me too.
Ok i will end this post now. I got to take care of my nephew still cause my sister is not home.
my nephew is here on my lap now. and trying to get me out of this computer. So i got to go now. Or he will mess up my post. Takecare all,,, God bless,, And babushka !!!!!

Wednesday, June 4

Usual day

While I'm writing this i am still thinking of what title will i put on this post. i woke up late today cause i slept so late last night. When i woke up i login and my fiance is already waiting for me to login hehehehhe.
So far my day went out fine. Lots of straggle, but i know thats a part of life. I spend my day Playing cabal games. I went out too late afternoon to buy rice and corned beef for dinner. Its a hot weather today too. No rain like usual in the last week. I talked to my best friend rhea too. We talk about the job she want me to have but too bad i didn't get it cause her boss thought twice about it when i had a talk to him. It was sad, cause i really looking forward if having a job specially now. I hope soon i can get the job. It would be nice if i do. But i will give it all to god. Its up to him if he will give me this job or not, if not i do know theres a reason why. And something better will come.
I have school tomorrow . We will still continue making the bags. I just remember i cant do the project at home today cause i forgot the pattern at school. I got to see if i can get it tomorrow. If now maybe i will do some of the project that didn't need any pattern. I hope we will be done doing the bag soon so i can go make the project again.
Ohh what a day it was. And now as it end I am so thankful to god that he gave me protection and made my day nice. I am thankful too that he made my family and my fiance strong and healthy. Hayyy !! I will miss my fiance tomorrow, i will be at school so i cant chat to him.
My nephew is growing and growing so fast. His so talkative and noisy now. He scream a lot and copy a lot of things that we adult do. So i always told my brother and my mom not too do stuff that is not good for him to do cause he will surely copy it.
Well its 11:33 pm now i guess it time for me to go to bed got to be early tomorrow for school . Takecare,,,, God bless and babushka !!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, June 3


Ohhhh !!!! I feel so exhausted today. It was a long day at school. We stop doing our project for awhile. Cause the foundation that is helping us ask for some help. Where sewing 500 bags for them. And they need it till Monday. So were rush, rush, rush!!!!Plus the weather is exhausting too. The sun is up and it makes the temperature hot.But if u ask me i had fun. I went to the mall too to pay my connection bill. And then i rush home.
I didn't had a chance to post yesterday too. Honestly i wasn't in the mood. I kinda feel down in what happening to my life now. I know i shouldn't. As a person who believe in god i should always be positive. But I'm still in the process as i always say. I still have some down time. But i am ok now. When i pray last night I cry and ask for forgiveness for being down. I got to be strong for me, my family and specially my fiance. Who really love me so much no matter what.
Right now i am listening to" Journey" by Lea Salonga. She is always my favorite singer. Her talent is so amazing. While i was having my lunch earlier i heard her song so i downloaded her song now so i can hear it more often. I feel that i can adapt to her song. Cause i know i am in a journey. A great journey of my life. Im listening to "I believe in You and Me" Its my song for my loving fiance. Cause i always believe in me and him always and forever(do i sound like I'm so in love hehehehhehe!!!!). Listening to music make me feel good specially when I'm exhausted. I admit I'm a frustrated singer in nature. I always dream of singing on a stage with a lots of people. Ohh How wonderful that will be it that happened. But i don't thing i can do that. I don't know if my voice will come out with all of those people around me. I'm a shy person ( Ohh i am just ask my mom!)
I brought some of the cloth that needed for my project. I plan to do it here so i can catch up more since all in out school are busy with the bags. I will start sewing it tomorrow. While theres no school yet.
OK i will end this for now. I will enjoy my music and get some rest. Takecare,,, God Bless and babushka!!

Sunday, June 1

Missed a Post

I didn't have a time to make a post yesterday cause of a very long black out that happened here in my place. It took up to 7 to 8 hours of black out. It didn't rain hard though.Usually when it rain hard that the usual time we had a black out. I went to the mall yesterday cause of the black out. It was so hot here in our house. So i bring my mom and my nephew to the mall. The mall is so crowed yesterday. I was guessing its cause of school coming and of course end of the month too. People got there salary so they are going shopping for school stuff. My nephew enjoy the mall. He did some funny stuff again. when were in the jeep he keep on copying the way the people sit around him. It was so funny to watch him. And to see to his eyes how excited he is that where going to the mall. When we got to the mall and enter he run away so fast that i got to catch him. He rush in to the KFC food chain but he stop cause he felt his going to the restroom. I took Him to the restroom, but the rest room is full. So i went out and look for other restroom. But he saw His favorite Jolibee so he rush in. I took he wont pee anymore so i fall inline to order. But funny thing happened. I saw my nephew taking his slippers and pants off and going to sit down to pee. I scream and told her not too. It was so funny even my mom is laughing and laughing i rush him to the nearest restroom. Glad its not full. I even saw Two lady who saw what my nephew did and they are laughing. Its so cute how innocent my nephew is. Then we when back to Jolibee and we ate there. Then we go home. On out way home we saw a barber shop so i went in for my nephew to have a hair cut. Too bad i didn't have a cam that time. His so cute and funny. He didn't cry like usual kids. He just behave and looking so serious. Funny is his just so ticklish to the razor so every time it get near to him ear he kinda bend a little. My mom laugh and laugh. Then we got home and its still black out. So we get ready for bed. And went to sleep.
Its the first day of June today and here in the Philippines its school time already. Almost all kids are getting ready for school. And lots of moms and dads are saving there money for there kids.
I went to church too earlier. I had a great time. I learn a lot too. I like going to church cause it always remind me how god loves me and all of us. And it always reminds me too how to always have faith to him.
It rain soo hard this afternoon.I got to close my computer cause of the thunder storm. Tomorrow my sister will look for job again. I do pray she will get one. Cause she really need it for her son. Her son is growing and will soon go to school too. I do help her at best i can. But recently i been having financial problem cause of my sickness. I am so thankful i didnt felt any pain since the last time. I do always include it in my prayers at night.

Friday, May 30

Happy for the Weekend

I'm feel excited for the coming weekend. It will be another day of rest for me. And a day to spend time with my family. I don't have much friends here. My best friend live in Laguna. Way far from here. I do hope i could visit her someday. I haven't seen her house there. And check her new place too.

I was in the school today. I'm 30mins late cause i got to go to the bank to check out something for my mom. I'm glad my teacher is not so strict. I am so happy today cause i finish another project and was in the next one( almost finish it too) My teacher did comment on me for being late. I felt a little upset too but. I took it for granted and continue. I try to see it as a challenge. I know i can do it. I will do my best just to catch on closer to my other class mate.

It rain a little when i went home. I heard in the news that there is a new typhoon coming. And his name is "enteng" I hope it wont be a bad one. I pray it will just pass my country and wont give any floods of death.

I will be playing my cabal game after posting. I have all my time since no school tomorrow. But i got to wake up cause my mom might need my help. I was hoping i could come tomorrow at school. My teacher will be there and ask us earlier if someone wanna come and accompany her. If i cant or if i will i can do my project and catch up. But i don't know if i will babysit my nephew tomorrow. If know i will come.

Saturday is a rest day for me. I will just stay home. But is something came up i might go visit the mall. I haven't been to the mall for awhile now. I might go to the park too. If the weather is ok. If it rain i wont.
Take care.... God bless and babushka

Thursday, May 29


While I'm on my way home. I was thinking of what would be my topic for my post today. When the jeepney I'm riding pass by the bridge. The sun ray glaze to my eyes. And then i told myself i will mention it on my blog. The jeepney i am in stop for awhile on the bridge. So i enjoy the view of the sun setting. Its been raining every afternoon for a week now. I did miss seeing the sun setting. I been always busy doing what i do everyday and i forgot how wonderful the world is. Just looking at the sun you will feel how god really love you. Giving u a new life to live everyday. Is already a wonderful thing to have.
I do feel a little tired today. Its a rush rush rush at school. I'm glad in already on the right track when it comes to my project in school. My sewing machine is not giving me a hard time. So i made 3 in just a day. When i got home. My nephew met me. He was so excited to see me. And I'm excited to see him too. I just sent an off line message to my fiance. I don't wanna stay long and wait cause i know he need some sleep. I been working so hard just to get me. I hope soon our dreams to be together will come true. I know it will. God have the time for everything. And i know theres a good reason why its not happening yet.
I did post right away cause i will play Cabal game, heheheheh. Plus i have school tomorrow. I hope i finish the one if doing now. I know i will make it on time. Im sure of it!

Wednesday, May 28

Tougher than tough

Its been a little tough day for me. I was up late again last night just to finish my project in school. I am still sleepy when i woke but i know i got to woke up and check my fiance if his online. I was a little late that to login cause i am still sleepy. The school and some problems are stressing me out. I do try not to worry but it seems hard. Specially if i cant find a solution for it. I wish my fiance is here with be. I guess it will be better. I know his having a tough time too specially now that I'm far. He wanna do this that he cant do cause I'm far. Honestly i am stress out. I don't wanna think about my problem but, Its hard not too sometimes. Having lots of responsibility and cant do it is really so hard for me. I hope things will be better. I always pray to god for help and guidance. But as human i sometimes forgot to trust him. I pray i will be more stronger. Cause i know life will be much more tougher.
I do miss my friend Rhea. When she still live with me. we always talk about our problem. At least i have someone to talk too. When i have problems. It feels better if u open your problems to someone and to know someone is listening to your problem. Shes a nice friend. Always there to listen and help me. I wont write a long post today. Cause i got to go and rest. I have school tomorrow. I hope the next project will be easy for me to do.
Another has finish and so far even if its a tough day i am thankful to god in everything that he do. I hope tomorrow it will be better. I know it will.

A late Post

Sorry that i will have a late post today. My computer is acting weird since yesterday. When i do something it shut down suddenly. I don't know why. I know there something wrong with it. Maybe its the power source or something. I hope i will be available to have a day to fix it. I haven't out any new widget on my blog since yesterday too. I been kinda busy with school.I started the 3rd batch of my project know. I hope i can catch up more closer. I'm only doing the first one. Most of my classmate are doing there 5th or 7th. But its ok. Glad i have a second hand portable sewing machine at home. Thats mean i can do other stuff here at home. I wont have class tomorrow. But i got to clean the house. Mom told me i got too cause our house need some clean up. I haven't clean much since i went to school. I was late today in school. But I'm happy my teacher came to school later than me. Its fun. I made some small mistake, but thats the part of learning. My teacher is a patient woman so i know i will learn. Plus shes didn't show any anger when we ask question. Which is nice for a teacher to have an attitude like that. I went home a little late too cause i got to really finish some of the project that I'm doing. It rain again while I'm on my way home. I decided to walk instead of taking a tricycle. It feel good to walk in the rain. I'm glad i brought an umbrella last Friday. Its good too that i brought now. It will be raining most of the time. And it wont be good in i get caught up in the rain when I'm going home from school.
So far today is a wonderful day as it always be.My belly didn't hurt too so I'm so happy. I didn't had a chat to my fiance but its ok. I guess he got to run for an early job. I do trust him. Actually i observe that i did improve more now than before when it comes to relationship. Before with my ex-boyfriend I become too worry he might be with someone.If i didn't get any calls from him BUT! now,,, with my boyfriend. I feel the trust. I know he wont do such a thing. Plus i know his a hard working person. Cause he really wanna get me to be with him soon. Hayyyyy i hope it will be soon. I hope this year everything will be fine. And hopefully this year of next year i can get my visa .
Well i got its time for me to go. I am sorry for a late post. And i will try to get more cool stuff for my blog(maybe by saturday i will ) . Always takecare,,,, God Bless and babushka

Monday, May 26

Sleepy day

I was up all day last night. I'm finishing the second project for my dressmaking class. I'm happy that i finish it i can now pass it and go to the third one. The third part will be more harder. Hope i can finish it soon on time. Its been raining every afternoon for 3 days now so the weather is cooler than before. Nicer to sleep. But i didn't sleep the whole day. I woke up around 2 to check if my fiance is online. I know he be waiting for me. When i login his not on but he do have some off message for me. He always do send off message if he will be late. I have a late job so i wait for him. I just play my Cabal game. Cabal game just open here in the Philippines so everybody is excited. That include me. The game is nice. I really enjoy it. Bad thing is my connection is acting up weird today. I guess its cause of the rain. So i been stopping most of the time just to reconnect again.
I had a good day at the church yesterday. I saw my Ate Carla. I did miss her. She said she had a great time in Vietnam. We did have a wonderful Sunday school class. And the preaching is good too. Although i miss our teach. We call her Ma'am Pam. She is the pastor's wife. I very kind and loving lady. Shes like a second mother to me. She is warm to be with. Thats why i feel close to her. Shes in states now visiting and will be there for a couple of months. I hope she be home soon cause i kinda miss me. Well we all miss her.
I can hear my nephew is knocking my door now i guess its time for me to go out and spend time with him. He do miss me when i stay in my room for long hours. He do likes playing with me.
Well i go for now before my nephew crash my door, heheheheh !!! Thank you all Always Takecare and God Bless !!!!!! Babushka

Sunday, May 25

My Weird Dream

I will share today a weird dream that i had. In my dream i live with my dad( which is died 15 years ago) and a Stepmother. Suddenly a strange guy came to our house and got a gun and wanted to kill me. He came to me and try to choke me. Then he put his gun to my head.I thought it was real that i can even hear my heart pounding. Then when he see that i close my eyes and crying he just pull the gun away and look at me. Then he just back off and run away. In my dreams my dad was so shock.And just standing ( which wont happened if its real). I do felt its my stepmother who is trying to kill me in my dream.Then we went to this concert. Which is my concert( heheheh of course I'm the main star its my dream). Then while i was singing a sniper try to shot me. The crowd got scared and chaos are everywhere. I was on a stage when 3 of my aunties came and cover me up. Like they are my body guard. In the crowd we saw my stepmother staring at me. And looking at the sniper. On that situation I realize i have a plane ticket on my hand that has a price on it which is only 300 pesos hehehhe. Then one of my aunt said i got to go and run. Get into the plane and hide. She even mention my fiance. And say go to states and look for him. Then i woke up. It was a weird one. I know i have so many dreams already. I told that to my fiance and he said my brain is so imaginative.
It rain again today. They said we have a typhoon again. I hear in the news that Philippines will have around 20 typhoon this year. I just hope it wont be that big typhoon. But flood will be everywhere again. I pray that nobody get hurt though. And that my family will always be say. I know i have a late post again. I was kinda busy playing Drift City. I didn't see the time. I did painted my nails too today.
I have a morning service tomorrow so i guess i be going now. I got to have my beauty rest hehehehhe... Thanks again.. Takecare all.. Ang God blesss.......... babushkaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, May 24

A Late one !!

This post is suppose to be for yesterday post. But since we had a black out here in my place i got to post so late. Its 1:57 am now. So this will be date to be a Saturday. But well i will still post some for tomorrow. As for today I did went to school it went out find. But i still got to catch my projects. So i decide to do it here at home since almost all of my classmate did cheat. Someone did there project for them. I hope by Tuesday i will find all the 2 project so i can go to the third part. The third part will be a long one cause its compose of i guess 20 to 30 kinds of sewing. My fiance wasn't on when i login. I guess his asleep. Since i login late so he might think i wont login at all. Its a rainy day when I'm going home from school. I got a little wet but. i buy some cheap umbrella on my way home. Thats why i didn't get too wet at all. Since its too dark the only places that have lights are some big buildings. I walk to my way home when i got out of the jeep.Its nice to walk in the rain. Its cool and it makes me feel better. When i got home its too quiet. My nephew is still pass asleep. He just woke up when the light comes out.
Well i guess thats all for now. I got to go catch some sleep. Its a cold weather here in our place so its a good time to sleep hehehhe..... Takecare all... God Bless and babushka!!!!

Thursday, May 22

Soaking Wet !!!!

I was suppose to go to school today. But i didn't. Thing is i discover my uniform is still soaking wet when i woke up.I cant find any solution to make it dry for just half an hour so i can go to school. I did made me sad. I But well thats how life is. Sometimes somethings do happened. And u just got to accept it. I do just hope i will catch up on stuff i got to do at school. I just stay home today. Its been raining almost all day ( that is why my uniform is soaking wet). I know i suppose to have my Ultrasound schedule today too. But something came up so i got to call the clinic. to re inschedule my ultrasound hopefully it will be next week. So far my day is all ok. I had a chat with my fiance. I do miss him already. His always so nice and patient to me even if I'm stubborn heheheheheh !!!!
My sister got a temporary job. She is helping our old neighbor to sew some school uniform. So she is out all day. And i got to be his son temporary mom. My nephew is so smart. He always made me laugh. I do like music. Earlier we were watching the American Idol ( Ohhh I'm so thankful that David Cook win). My nephew love to watch American Idol. Every time it start he always sit in front of the Tv and behave. He love music and dancing. Just that sometimes His so hyper thats my mom ( his grandma) is always yelling. So its always noisy in my house. One thing that makes me laugh is when my nephew always copy every word his grandma yell to him. It cute how innocent he is. He didn't know someone is getting mad on what he do. But he is a loving young fella. He do will kiss and hug u for no reason. And smile when he know your sad or quiet. Thats one of so many reason why i do enjoy baby sitting him.
Well thats all for now. I got to eat dinner. and get some rest. I been feeling sleepy most of the time lately. I cant sleep at nite most of the time. I guess i am kinda worry about the up comming ultrasound. I really hope and pray its not that serious. I hope you all do pray for me too !!! Thank you all... God Bless ... and Babushka!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, May 21

Ohhh what a day !!!

I woke up early today to go to the job opening i told you yesterday. I was theres around 9:30. My friend said we will meet around 9:00 till 10:00 am. So i wait for her...... wait...... and wait...... then i was kinda little bored so i go to a canteen in front of the building. I am kinda hungry cause i haven't eat breakfast yet( i really don't usually eat breakfast cause I'm really not a morning person). When i finish i want for her till 10:15 am. And she didn't arrive. So i decided to go and check the job opening myself. Its a new building. They're on the third floor so i used the elevator. When i enter the office a guard came to me and ask what i want. I said i wanna apply for the job opening that you have here. He took my resume and picture and when inside the manager's room. He came back and ask me to sit down. As i was waiting i observe the place. I saw lots of computers. And i guess around 15 people with ages from 18 years old till 25. I guess there the first batch who apply. There busy chatting and surfing the net. There still lots of vacant sit at the back. I guess there trying to fill it out.
Then a lady came out of the office and approach me. She said hi and good morning and i greet her back too. She told me about the job. What to do and how the salary is.
She said i will just chat people and try to convince then to buy a membership to an adult site. She also said that i would be using any cam,microphone or my pictures. But they will give me a picture of a pretty lady. That i got to make a profile of her. Give her a scree name. Then i got to pretend shes me!... That one made me think. I felt like theres something wrong in what i will do in that job. But i go listen to her. She then told me how the salary work. I will get a free allowance fare. Then it will be a commission basis. Meaning i will only get paid if i sell some membership to some costumers. After that she dismiss me and told me i can start tomorrow at 1 pm. When i went out. I been thinking. I know i really need a job. but i felt like i will do something that i don't like. First i don't wanna pretend that I'm someone just for money. I felt that its wrong ( in my opinion) I guess i would rather sell the membership and be me.
Right now i just decided i wont come back tomorrow. But i got to get comments about it to my fiance. His more mature than me so he can give me advice( hehehehe I'm childish sometimes). His not online yet until now. But he did left some off line messages on my yahoo. I went home late around 3 pm and he should be sleeping at those time already. I don't know if he remember i be going to this job opening. Cause he said on his message that he kinda wonder where i am. So i will wait for her till 9:00 or 10:00 pm. Then i will go to sleep. I got school tomorrow ( I hope i can finish my project by tomorrow waaaaa !!!)
I will go now ... I will play some games while i wait for my fiance hehehe.... Takecare allll... God Blesss.... and Babushka!!!!

Unlucky Day ???

I know i shouldn't said this. But i felt a little unlucky today. I said it cause of all the stuff that happened to me today. First is, I almost got late going to school. I set my clock to alarm me at 7:00. Thing is it didn't alarm and when i woke up its already 8:00 am i need a few hours to take a shower,dress up, prepare my lunch and travel. So for me not to get late i didn't took a shower (waaaaaaaa I just wash my self, but not totally shower myself). I didn't prepare any food for my lunch too. And hurry up to go to school. I didn't get late. And glad my mom said they will send food for me for my lunch. When I'm in school. I was in a hurry to catch up to my project. I was so busy doing my project. And then i discover some of my classmate are cheating. Some of my classmate who are done doing there project are doing others project. I felt bad cause its so unfair to my other classmate who are trying hard to do there project. Then my teacher is rushing me to finish my project. I felt a little bad that she said I'm too slow. And she kinda compare me to my sister who was her student last year. Then when my lunch arrived late. So i ate lunch late. Then my sewing machine crash !!!!! waaaaa.... So i got to stop what I'm doing. When i got home. the rain start to fall( good thing i like rain) I went home so wet. Hayyyyy !!!!!!! But I know I'm still lucky. I'm finish some of my project. I ate lunch even if its late. I arrive safely to my house, even if its raining.
I will go meet my friend tomorrow to go to this job opening she told me. I hope i can get hired. I wanna try it. I play some Drift city game too earlier. I make a new character again. I deleted the old one i have. Then after i ate dinner. I check my blog. Hayy !! What a day it was.
Well i guess i got to go. I got to wake up early tomorrow ( i wont use my old clock anymore) My friend will wait for me on our meeting place. I hope i will get some good news on that job opening. Takecare all ... God Bless and Babushkaaa !!!!

Monday, May 19

Monday Blues

I just finish putting my wish list. I will make an early post today. I wanna play this new game i just discovered. I went to the Doctor today. I was so early . I was the first one in the line for a check up. The doctor is nice. He give me lots of info about my sickness. He said I need an ultrasound on my kidney and urinary bladder. To see if there still a stone and if there is how big or small it is. I pray it will be just small. Or no stone at all. I will be schedule to have my ultrasound on Thursday. My doctor recommend me to a good clinic. Its kinda expensive though. My ultrasound will cost me 960.00 pesos. But its ok. I pawn my cell to have money for that hehehehhe. Thats mean i cant take pictures for my blog for awhile. I only use my cell to take pictures. But well i will get it back soon. I just hope all will be fine for me. And i will be well soon. I got to talk to my teacher tomorrow cause i was absent last Friday. I got to ask permission too. Cause i be lat this coming Thursday cause of my ultrasound schedule.
Weather is fine today. A little warm, but thats as warm as before. While i was out i went to the mall to find a pay phone so i can call the clinic for my schedule. While I'm at the mall i saw this shop. I got curious so i take a look. It give manicure service. Whats good about it is they put design to your nails. I really like that DUH!!! I'm a girl... hehehhehe. I hope i can go to that shop for a manicure service soon. But maybe next time. Cause i really be serious taking care of my self right now.
I chat to my fiance today. Too bad his cam is broken so i didn't get to see him. But we did chat long. I guess his not that tired. I told him about what the doctor said. I'm always happy his always ok and healthy. I do hope my visa will be coming soon so i can be with him.
My day went out fine i get upset a little bit to my mom. But i will get over it. I still love her. Im kinda having problem with my budget. So its really tough for me. Specially with my health problem. So i really do pray i be well soon.
I will end it here now i guess. I will go play the new game discover hehehehehe.. I will tell u about it tomorrow. Right now its bye bye for me. Have a good day too all... Always Takecare.... God Bless and ... babushka!!!!!!!

In need for a prayer

Since i been putting a lot of stuff to my blog i decided to make it a three column layout. I did some research, and i am successful. I put some nice butterfly icon too so it will go to my modify.

About my day today. I did went to a morning service today. Too bad i didn't made it to the Sunday school class . Cause of my clock. In my clock its just 8:30 am(Sunday school start at 9:00am). When I'm almost ready. I open my computer and discover its already 9:45am. I felt so bad. But i still went the 10:00 am service. I learn a lot from the preaching. I learn about how important a prayer is to a person. And what are the things and people to got to include in your prayers. Sometimes we do forgot to pray. If only we all could spend an hour of prayer. Many miracles will happened. After the service i look for my close friend and mentor. Her name is Ate Carla. I discover shes in Cambodia. Going for a mission there. She be back on Thursday. I hope i could see her next Sunday. I know she is always worry when i didn't went to Sunday service. And i haven't been into Sunday service last few weeks cause of my sickness.

About my Sickness i will have my check up tomorrow. Thats why i got to go to sleep soon. I feel a little nervous. I pray it wont be that serious. And i will only take some medication and not any surgery. I don't wanna be in a surgery. Actually i never been to one. So i really pray it wont be that serious.

Well i guess thats all for today. I got to get some rest for my doctor's appointment tomorrow. Please do pray for me. Thank you..... God bless and babushka!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, May 17

What to do on a rainy day ?!?!?!

What are the things you do when its always raining outside? I guess u wonder about a lot of things. Or maybe you will just get bored staying home. For me rainy day is a good day. I like rain. The cool weather is so comfy for me. I guess cause I'm a home body person. So its ok for me to stay home on a rainy day. Philippines, my country is a place where visited by typhoon every year. I remember before when i was small. My Mom and Dad always worry when storm is coming. When i was small we used to live in a place where theres always flood. Even for just a few rain it flood already. Plus the old house we used to had before have so many holes. So when theres a news about typhoon coming we always get ready to be evacuated. I was raise to always be aware of typhoon. I didn't enjoy the rainy days before cause where more busy preparing for our evacuation.
But right now. I am in a nicer house. Thats why reason why i rented a nicer house. So that i be more secure when times like this come. I am still aware. But not too worry like before. I enjoy rainy days now. Being with my family and staying home. Theres a lot of things to do at home. Play some family games. Or watch some movies together. its enjoying.
But today i didn't stay all day at home. I got to go out and get the money my fiance sent so i can have a check up on Monday. I'm with my sister and my nephew. My nephew loves to go out even when its raining. We went to a fast food chain my nephew love to go too. Too bad i didn't bring my cell for some pictures. My nephew saw the jolibee mascot the first time. His so happy. At first he was kinda shock. its his first time to see jolibee mascot moving. But in a long run. I can see he enjoy sing the mascot. After that went home already. Cause the winds is getting stronger and stronger. We brought some stuff thats needed when its raining. Even if i am in a nicer house i still got to be alert when some safe precaution. Its still raining until now. I can hear the rain drops are so strong outside.
Even if i do like rain. I do hope it stop. To much is bad too. I hear in the news about other province who had problem cause of rain. Some places are flooded too already. I hope everything will be ok. And the rain will stop soon.
Well i guess im off now. I got to sleep soon. I have early church tomorrow. And im excited. Thank you to all the people who come and visit. Takecare and God bless........ babushka !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Stay at home

I suppose to go to school today. But my mom said i should stay and rest. Cause of the pain i felt last night, as i did mention to yesterday's post. It was so painful. It last for more than 4 hours. I am crying already cause of the pain. It keep me awake till around 4 am. I saw my mom and the rest of my family so worry about me. I keep on praying to god to make it pass away. Cause the pain is so extreme. When i woke up today i feel so tired. I really wanna go to school. But mom was right. She told me it will be better if i stay. So i went back to sleep and nap for few more hours. I woke up to login and talk to my fiance. I know he is worry too cause i sent him an off line message about how i feel. I told him i am fine and I'm just resting. His so worry about me and wish he is here. I wish his with me too. Its good to get some support to someone you love. Sometimes it makes the pain go away too.

By tomorrow i will go to the doctor for a check up. My fiance sent some help so i can have a check up. I pray its not that worst. And i hope i will be ok soon. I don't wanna go into any operation. I never been to any operation before. But i know god is good. He will take care of me.

After i talk to my fiance i get some rest again . Then i went to my computer and edit some stuff on my blog. I do apologize if some stuff are not working. I'm still in the process. Hopefully soon it will all be settled. Added some cool stuff too.
I guess i should be going now. I got to get some rest. Im glad the pain didnt came today. That mean i will have a long good sleep. Please do pray for me for tomorrow's check up. Take care too all... God Bless... And babushka!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, May 15

Not feeling well

I don't feel well today. I just got home from school and was kinda tired. Then my illness do attack me again. I just got out of the hospital last month before i publish this blog. The doctor said i have a possibility to have a stone on my stone. I still need some test but i cant afford to have one right now. I thought the stone pass away already since i haven't felt any pain for so long. But now its hurting again so I'm little worried. I hope its not that serious.
I did wait for my Hun today but his not online on yahoo i guess he had a job. I did miss him. I wanna talk to him cause of our argument yesterday. I wanna know if his still mad. But i guess his not. He didn't stay mad for long.
Well i cant stay today for long. Im so sorry. I got to lay down cause its kinda hurt now. Takecare all..... God Bless.... And babushka!!!!!!!

Been Upset today

Oh!! Its been a tough day for me today. Some thing bad had happened that made me so upset.So i wont stay long and make a long post today.
Tomorrow i will have my school. I hope i finish my project. I did try to put some useful stuff on my blog hope I'm still trying to get more traffic for my blog. Tomorrow i will try to edit my piczo site. I haven't update it for awhile now. I hope everything will be ok soon. I always pray to god. I know he will always help me. I always pray for more strength to over come all my fears and worries in life.
I hope my blog will be popular too !!!!! Heheheh well its free to dream and have hopes..
OK time to go and get some sleep i have school tomorrow.. Take care all ,,,, God bless and babushka!!!!

Wednesday, May 14


Its 3:20 am and i just finish what i got to do today. I don't feel tired though. I kinda used of sleeping late. I guess i was used of the time when i was still working before. I always do overtime. Ohhh i do miss working already. I wish things here in the Philippines is like in other country. I wish theres no age that is requirement just to have a job. I guess if only its different there will be more job opportunity for a lot of people.
About my school. Its fun and exciting. I just had my first use of a high speed sewing machine. The first one i try was so fast. Our teach told us to make vertical lines and practice it to the sewing machine. Since the first machine i try was fast. i always made mistake. But good thing is every 30 minutes we change machine. There are over 8 machine to try. The second one i try was so good. I complete the straight line. But we did run out of time so i didn't finish all the trials i got to do. But well on Thursday i will have the whole day to do it. School is fun i have some close friends already. Thats why I'm enjoying it already. Plus my teacher is a very nice lady. She didn't get mad. She always smile and approachable. So if ever u wanna ask something u wont think twice.
Well i guess i got to go now. I got to go to sleep. No class tomorrow. whewwwww !!!!! Ok Takecare all!! God Bless!! and Babushka!!!!!!

Monday, May 12


Finally im done editing my blog. Gezz i took me a while to edit it. I hard a hard time understanding the about the rss and stuff.Well I still have so many plans to put on my blog. Something that i really like to do. But i will do it by tomorrow i guess. Right now i got to stop. I have school tomorrow. I have one assignment to make. Just one Pajama pattern. Lots of my classmates are asking how to do it.So it become our assignment.
About today I have nothing much to do. Im in my computer editing. Ohhh ... And i play some car drifting. Theres a new game i downloaded. Its called Drift Car. Its cool and fun to play. I even drove a car before so i did had a hard time playing it. I always crash and something i didnt complete some task specially the one with timer in it. But well atleasy even if i crash many time its safer that real. Hopefully i will get toi finish everything that i wanna edit. Next one i will do is edit my Myspace. I didnt put anything in it so far.
It did rain today not that hard. PAGASA said the strom is far already. But still give some rain in our country. I hope tomorrow it wont rain. I dont have umbrella.
My nephew misses me today, actually for two days now. i been to the computer almost all day. He always knock on my door and call me. His so cute!!! Hopefully too i get to put more pictures here.
Well i guess i got to go now. I play one drift car game then im off to do my assignment hehehehhe !!!! Takecare all.. God Bless.... And Babushka!!!!!!

A quick post

Hi all I will just make a quick post i been busy editing my post. I discover is not that readable to the public. So i change all of it. I am subcribing to some goof feed too for my blog.Im not totally finish yet. Hopefully i will get is dome by tomorrow. Whew i long day for me. My hands are kind sore now. Plus its 2:28 am now here in philippines i got to go to sleep i will make a long post about all that happend by tomorrow thank u ,,,, god blesss,,, and Mabushka!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, May 10

One ordinary day

I just finish editing my blog. I put some new stuff on the header. And change the color of some of the fonts too. I change my cursor too. I wanna do more but i didnt know much about html coding. Im still learning. I will do more editing and will put more stuff when i can. I will just finish posting and check my other sites. I will edit my piczo tomorrow. Have lots to edit there. and will put some new picture too. Tomorrow is saturday a weekends again. I hope i could see and chat my fiance again like earlier. I log in early like usual and he congratulate me. He always tease me like that. My nephew knew so many stuff now. He can say Tita(auntie) now. And even say other words. It fun just to watch him. I hope tomorrow i can finish editing my piczo right away. I wanna play some games next week. And i got to do my assignment too.
Im doing good in my school so far. Just a little tiring. Cause i need to stand up most of the time. I chat to some of my friends too. Had a chat to ron my close friend who live in states. His like a brother to me. His a funny guy and cool to be with. I cht to my best friend Rhea. I miss her already. Im glad she's doing ok.
I guess its time to go now i got to check my piczo before turn my computer off. Im hearing my nephew saying baby talk while looking at some old pictures. His fun to hear. Takecare all and God bless.. .... Mabushka!!!

Friday, May 9

My feet hurts

Ohhh My feet is hurting today. Had a long day at school been standing the whole class. I got to stand when i do patterns for some clothes. The table is kinda high. And today we made around 6 dress layout for the dart and one lady pants pattern which too so long to do. Glad my teacher didn't ask for my teacher didn't ask for some help today. I went home right away. Its a little traffic on my way home. The i got to walk 4 to 5 block to my house. When i got home i rest a lil while and login to say hi to my fiance before he go to work. I told her i will pawn my cell too. I got to pawn it i don't have allowance for school next week.
The pawn only gave me 1000pesos for it. I accept its because i feel much safer there than the first one i went which did give me around 2500pesos. But they didn't do the rule on pawning. Well hope this money could help and will stay till i get allowance again. Hayy so hard when u don't have a job. Here in the Philippines is hard to get a job specially when your turning 30 like me. They put age rank on jobs so as u grow older the less opportunity for u to get a job.
I edit my blog today too i put some moving lyrics for people to sing along with my video. Its kinda easy to do so im all done for now. Im still looking for some ideas to put to make my blog cool.
Hmmmm I got to go now. I got to rest my feet i will babysit my nephew tomorrow. Cause my sister will look for some job again. I pray she will find one. She really need it for his son. Well got to go.... Im tired and sleepy now!!!! Takecare alll... God Blesss.... Babushka!!!!

Wednesday, May 7

Ordinary day

This will be a quick post. I just finish my picture trail. All of u who wanna check it out can come at visit At last i did finish it. But i will put more picture there. So hope u all come and check it out. And don't forget to give comments and Sign on my Guest book.
My day is just fine a simple day for me. Usual thing. Edit my picturetrail like i said earlier I didn't babysit my nephew cause his mom is home. I ask mom to pay the water but she kinda didn't understand it so she went to the market and used the money i gave her... heheheh. Not cool but its ok it happened already nothing i can do anymore.At least we have food for a long time. Bad things is i don't know how to pay the water now.. heheheh. But i will get some answer about it soon. I plan to post a quick one cause i got to do my assignment for tomorrow school. I pray i wont have any mistake.
Well i guess thats all for now i got to do my assignment. I got to do 6 kinds of pattern for a dress. So that will took long.Thats mean i will go for now.... Takecare all ... God Bless... And Babushka!!!!

No time yesterday

I was so busy yesterday i didn't had time to make a post. So i got to catch up tonight before i go to bed. Yesterday i was busy editing my picturetrail (AGAIN!!!) ... I had a hard time doing one Html code so it too all my time. But i did it. Hopefully it will be done tomorrow or the day after tomorrow. I went to school today. Almost got late,,,gez!!!!!!! I thought its just 7am so I'm still sitting and relaxing.. Then i just realize its 8:30 am already and my call time is 9:00 am.... waaaaaaaa so i got to rush . Glad my teacher is not here yet,,, so thats a good sign.
A long day at school. We did lots of pattern from different kinds of collar to different kinds of skirt. I had fun and i finish all of the works. The teacher gave us an assignment again so i got to do it tomorrow too. It will be just a simple one. I'm just having a hard time doing it cause if my nephew kyle is around he always try to mess things up. So its taking me so long. Well his just a baby... his only 2 years and 4 months old. So his so curious on a lot of things ( well actually on everything)
My sister didn't get the job. The company said they will call her if theres any vacancy. I hope it will be soon. I'm due is some of my bills this week. But i all have faith to god. Theres always time for everything. And only god knows it. All i do is pray for it. And i know he will help me get thru like always.
Well i got to go from now. I will try my best to make a post tomorrow. Lots of things to do. ...Takecare .... Godbless to all ,,,,, and Babushka

Monday, May 5

Black out

Oh my !! I didn't get a chance to make a post yesterday cause of the black out. Gezz!!!! So now i have a day without post. But like they say" Thats life". Things happened and all have a reason why. I am busy editing my picturetrail. You can all check it out. I put lots of cool pictures and stuff there. I went out yesterday before the black out. It was raining yesterday too so its kinda cold. I spend my time chatting to my sister and playing with my nephew while theres black out. oh and enjoying eating Sweet corn with my nephew while black out. Then when light comes out my fiance called . He do is somethings just call when he miss me. We haven't talk much since I'm going to school and his working double job. I went home a little late. But i did woke up in time for my service in the church. I miss 3 Sunday service since i got sick. My friends at the church do ask how i am. Ate Carla the one who witness to my baptismal was happy to see me. He hug me. And she even announce to the Sunday bible school that i been having some small ailment. Last 3 weeks ago my sister took me to the hospital cause of a sever pain. The doctor said. There a possibility that i have stone on my bladder. So now i got to save money to go to a specialist for some more test. I hope the stone did pass away. I am praying for it. I haven't have any pain for weeks now. So i guess thats a good sign.
After church i edit my picturetrail again. And wait for my fiance .. Usual his late again heheh.. Sleeping. He been tired a long with for him. We chat for few hours. and log off . cause i got to go to a birthday party with my sister and nephew. We spends a few hours there and went home. Back to editing again. And listening to some music i just download. Im listening to "Looking through your eye" by Leann Rimes. I been sining it i guess most of the time for a few weeks now. So i decided to download it. I plan to put it on my cellphone,,, hehehhe!!!
Well i guess thats all for now. Its 2:07 am now and i got to get some sleep. I thank lord for all of the blessing he gave me today and for a very wonderful day!!!.... Takecare all!!!... God Bless and Babushka!!!!

Friday, May 2

Busy day !?!?!?!

Ohhh !!!! what a busy day for me. I woke up right in to to go prepare myself and go to school. Mom ask me for an errand so i leave early. But before i leave i check and see if my fiance is online. His not on again. i wait a few minutes but he didn't respond to my message. So i decided to leave. Weather is still hot (of course its summer DUH!!) So i get a tricycle to go to the jeepney station. Transportation here in Angeles pampanga is good unlike in many Gezz so hectic there. So i got a jeep right away. Did what mom ask me to do. And got to school 30 minutes early. Nice !!! Isn't it!?!??! While in a class i discover the assign i made last night had some mistake ( grrrr !!!! i got to do it all over again ... waaaaaaaaa!!!) Whew dressmaking is so hard in some way. Lots of design to make so lots of pattern to do. But its ok its enjoying. Actually i cant wait to actually do the sewing. That will be exciting for me heheheh!!!. When its time to go i got to drop by to a school and office supplies to by a cheaper Cardboard. My teacher said the one i used before is so hard. After that i was so hungry. I saw a jollibee store so i go there to eat. I just got the cheapest one. I kinda afraid to eat in a small food store. Now a days they say its kinda dirty. Since i got sick I'm always careful in what i eat. As i walk my way home i saw a guy to sell corn so i brought one for my cute nephew. He loves corn . When I'm home. I rest a bit and open my computer. Got to check if my fiance is on again! And Whewww.. not on again ,,,, Bwahahhaha . Well proverbly sleeping. So while waiting i decided to try and edit my post yesterday... gezz took me an hour to edit the picture. I want it in good aligning. I'm not that good is html code yet but I'm getting better.
At last my fiance buzz (whew) As i thought his sleeping. We chat a few hour. Then he got to go and work again. I know to some having a relationship like this is hard. But I'm used to it. Got to have the trust and love always. And Got to hold on to god. He always have plans in everything.
Tomorrow is Saturday ,, Yahoo's !!!!!! weekends is here yiiiipppeeee!!!!! Mom told me she will go to manila tomorrow so i will be babysitting my nephew. And i will redo my assignment.
I guess thats all for now. So far i have a very good day. Im thanking god for it. Takacare to all of you. God Bless and Babushka!!!!!

Happy day

My nephew Kyle

Kyle smelling the flower

Kyle and his Mom

Me and Kyle

I woke up late today. Going to restroom to pee always wakes me on all night. But its ok not much thing to do today since its a holiday. My fiance is late to login again he have problem with connection. I text him and he reply. I love him that way. He always try his best to info me. In that way I'm not worrying to much. We went out too around 4 pm. Me, my sister and his son. Its fun we went to the park, then went to the mall which is nearby. I took some picture.I put some of them here. I already got the stuff i need for my assignment tomorrow. Gezz !!! I got to do it this late at night after i post my blog. But its ok my class start around 1:00 pm so i can wake up a little late. Before i make a post i try to register to a close beta trial of a new game i found. I will put it on my list when it start. I'm lucky i got an invitation and they gave me an Id and password to use. Thats mean I'm "IN" !!!! Whew !!!

Had a long chat to my best friend too her name is Rhea. She's a very nice friend to have. She understand me to anything and support me always. She used to live with me but now she live in Laguna which is a bit far from me. I told her i plan to visit her soon. I hope it will be sooner. I wanna see her place. I kinda miss her too so much. Shes always supportive to everything i do. And understanding too. Shes always in my prayer !!!

Well i got to go now got to do my assignment to get some rest. Enjoy the photos i took while where out and see how cute and adorable my Nephew Kyle !!!! Takecare God Bless and Babushka!!!!!!

Wednesday, April 30

Home body

I dont know how to describe my day today. I just stay home. Clean some part of the house and take care of my nephew. I almost forgot to make a post. But I'm glad i remember to check my computer. Nothing much happend today. Earlier i was online in my messenger waiting for my fiance but his late to log in . He been to a late job. I was worry waiting for him. Kinda hard when his far. Most of the time i worry when his not online when i login. Or he do worry when I'm not online yet. Talking to him on messenger is one of the normal things i do. When he logout and went to bed. I usually stay on my computer playing online games. I been doing that route most of the time. My fiance always say I'm addicted to online games. Actually not only online games even video games or psp games. Well i kinda enjoy it. Most games are interested to me. And i enjoy playing those games. But when i know i got to do something i can skip the game and just play when i have time. I have other interest too like movies and music. I also like reading mostly fictional books and educational too. I love doing different kinds of things. I get bored when i am just sitting and staring at nothing.
I update my blog yesterday. I will try to put more stuff to it. Its holiday tomorrow. So i will stay home again. But i got to buy something for my assign on my dressmaking class so i be on late afternoon. Its humid to go out at early afternoon.
I guess thats all for today. I hope i will find the one i need for my assignment. I play one game before i go to bed. havent play for a while now i kinda miss it heheheh !!!!!!! Takecare!!! Godbless !!! Paalam!!!

Tuesday, April 29

Tiring day

A tiring day for me today. Been to school. I'm taking up a summer course on dressmaking and tailoring. School is fun but a little tiring. Someone came to our school too and fix some broken sewing machine so i brought mine to be fix. It was fix the old guy who fix it what so good. I guess his around 70 plus. While i watch him i tell myself i wanna be like him. Grow old but always look happy. He look so healthy even at 70 he didn't wear eyeglass while he work. I'm so amaze.When i got home i was so tired the fort able sewing machine was so heavy to carry. But its ok I'm happy it was fix. It will be a great help for me, specially for my school projects. Did talk to my bf for my a few minutes. His in a hurry to go to work. I do miss him today but well i will get to see him again tomorrow. It is really hard having a long distance relationship, but if theres love and trust to each other all will be ok. He leave in North Carolina and i live in Philippines. Time is so very different. When is awake and working, thats the time I'm on my bed sleeping. And verse versa. But we love each other . We been engage for 2 years and 4 months now. And I'm still loving him.Hopefully soon i will get my visa and move to the state with him and build our own family.One of my greatest dream. If that happened i will definitely going to miss my family here. My mom,Sister,Brother and specially Kc my cute and lovable nephew. His a cute guy. Everybody thought I'm his mom. His so close to me. So will going to miss him I'm i leave to go to States.
I guess thats all for today its 10:09pm now and i will get ready to bed.I plan to clean the house tomorrow.Hope i wont get lazy hehehehe !!!!! babushka for now!!!

Monday, April 28

A new me

Its been a year since i got save. And i can say im really a new me now. Before i remember when problem come i worry to much. I get so sad at only little problems. I remember before i get problem i lock my room and cry and cry all day and all nite. But now when i got problem i pray and give all the burden to the lord. I been to so many rough time while im growing spiritually. I guess also all of the heaviest burden that a person can have already came to me. One time i remember im so down i even wanna take my own life. But god is really a good one he gave me a family and a partner that will pull me back and wake me up to realize that "life is hard" But "Life is a blessings" Life is one of god gift to us. We all most be thankful about it.

As of now i know im still in the process of maturing. I still cry sometimes. But not like before. I do pray more and ask help to him. Sometimes thats we all forgot to do when we have problem. We do whine first and forgot to ask for help. There still so many problems and trial i encounter everyday. Most are to hard to handle but i know thru him i can make it thru. I can pass it all. Right now i look at a problem as a test in life. And my goal is to win it or pass it with good grades, just like in school. All we need to do is be strong and just hold on to that faith. And trust god. Those are the things i learn while i mature spritually in life. Faith and Trust go along together.
All we got to go is pray, believe and trust god. I know its hard but in life under the sun thats all we need. And thats what i am adopting in my life right now. Problem wont stop. So always be ready.
Well thats all for now... Always takecare ... God bless and Babushka!!!!!