Excited to be a Mom!!

On June 3th i will be on my 5 months pregnancy. My Doctor said i will start feeling my baby movement. My baby is getting stronger even the heart beat is in good condition. Although i didn't know if my baby is a boy or girl yet. Each day i woke up i feel happy that i have a precious gift inside my body. My boyfriend is excited too. Everyday i see him i always see a sparkle in his eyes. He always touch my tummy. Maybe his way of saying hello to our baby. Sometimes he held his ear near my tummy he want to hear whats happening inside. I told him he will feel our baby kick inside soon. And he is excited about that. He really want to experience how its like when a baby really move if he touch my tummy.
I'm still going to work everyday. I felt i need it or i be so bored when i just stay home. I also want to help with the expenses. Specially now that I'm always hungry. And i got to have vitamins everyday. Before i always heard my mom always say my life will change of i will have my own baby. And now it is true. Its really a life changing to me. I didn't think about my self all the time anymore. I always think about my baby and my loving boyfriend. I do hope soon we can afford to get married so that my baby will have a better future. Although sometimes its kinda hard. My baby is getting heavy. I cant do all of the usual home chores i can do every day before. Now I got to rest every time. But its just fine. I only smile when i sit down right away after standing for just 30 minutes. Even my butt hurt when i sit for long in just one position. But i know all of that is part of having my precious baby.
I always pray to god to always take care of me and my baby and to my boyfriend also. I pray that god always give me strength. And always give me wisdom and i promise i will be a good mom to my precious baby.

Changing My Life in A Moment

Hello fellow blogger its been a long time that i haven't post in my blog. Honest its because i don't feel like posting for the past months. I guess its because of all of the life changing moment that had happened to me recently. First was my decision to broke up with my long time fiance then start going out with one of my co worker. Who become my boyfriend for the pass months. And now that i three months and two weeks pregnant with his child. I can surely say i am happy with what every had happened to me. I am now living in a new house with my boyfriend. So far he seems to be the sweet and nice guy i had. We're still on the adjusting stage but we both enjoying everything we seems to discover each day that we have together.
Being pregnant on my first baby is kinda hard for me. Everything are so new to me, the morning sickness were not that bad but when i have one it really do made me tired. I always get sleepy and hungry. I didn't usually have weird craving but when i do its really not that weird. But my smell buds are always strong specially on food. Plus i been gaining weight everyday which makes me feel heavier before. But even if i have this changes i am happy and excited that i will going to see my baby soon. I didn't know if my baby will be a boy or girl but i don't mind if his a boy or she will be a girl all i want is for him/her to be healthy and grow up as a good citizen.

With all of this changes i am trying my best to be a better human being. I want to be a good mother and a good husband to my new family. I know with the help of God, my mom, my sister, and also the love of my boyfriend and my cute nephew and all of the friends and people that is surrounding me with love and help i know i will be okay.

Something new this New Year

Last year what a little rough year for me and i guess for some of you too. With lots of struggles and obstacles I'm glad that i did made it through. And now that I'm looking forward to a new and better year. I know year 2010 is just starting but i can say that is it starting good so far. Although I still have some problem, but lets face it problem and challenges are always a part of every peoples life.
Its another year that i have to be thankful to god. Another year for me. I just hope that this year be the year where i can really find the only one i felt i been missing in my life. Right now i can say that i have found it but I'm not 100% sure yet. Lets say i am on a right pace now.
I been in a huge decision making lately. Its really kinda tough for me. Because no matter which one i choice i will definitely going to break one's heart. And i also worry that in the end its my heart who will be the one to get hurt. But In love and life we always need to take a risk. And we got to play this game called love. So far the one i have chosen is making me happy. His the reason why there's always smile on my face. And put the sparkle in my eyes. Although i do felt bad that i break one's heart i know i need to do it for both of us. So that we can all move on with our life.

Well i got to go now i got to meet my boss. See yah all again tomorrow !!!